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And lucas just showed me this video.
my godness.
http://youtu.be/SH4wTeQTFis
http://youtu.be/azeWYDQJUUk
So confused wanna ask you if you love me,
But i don't wanna seem so weak.-California King Bed, Rihanna.
How are you?
Sometimes i overthink stuff that just ruin everything.
I regret many decisions that i've made, i do make mistakes too.
I tried my best, to not reply you or reply as minimal as i can.
So you won't have any false hope, so you will let go.
Its not easy, doing things that i dont want to.
But i know, im not good enough.
i didnt tell anyone about anything,
or should i say, i dont tell anyone anything,
because thats the way i am.
Don't give up on the things that you've decided to do.
I know I'm not good enough.
What am I supposed to do?
I'll stay up as late as I can,
Just so that can sleep straight away when ouch my bed.
Making myself busy, to stop me from thinking.
Because I know, once I start,
I'll think too much,
I'll regret making such decision
I'll start blaming myself.
